I will be 53 years old this year, it is funny how that number really doesn't mean much to me. I don't feel 53, nor do I look or act like it. I feel like I am traveling through my second phase of my life, which started in my early 40's. I lived the first half of my life unconscious and really not participating in it much. I spent a lot of time watching other people enjoy their lives through sports and activities, so now I am making up for lost time. One thing that has been consistent through most of my life has been a struggle with weight.But I have made a decision for this not to be my struggle any longer.